Freedom Eternal

I fear not Death but Eternal Life,
for Life is nought but pain & suffering,
and Death the Eternal Freedom.
-Mark-

One day in Freedom

Our exams are finally over, so everything is kinda laid back. My results are like...errr, well, total shit actually so I ain't feeling the love today...

Anyway,
~Prefects Farewell party is coming up, as we have completed our services to the school for the 2006/07 period. I voted that the SMI prefects join up with the SMC prefects for the party. Guys and girls, blah, blah, blah...
I think their considering my proposal seriously(it was a good idea right?)

~Also Today, some Malay rugby player got tackled really hard in the school field. An Ambulance came, lots of teachers came, hell of a lot of students came and ect. I think he's in the hospital now, which one I don't know

Apart from that, it was a nice day
-Mark-

Victorious!!

*St. Michael's Institution, Form 2*

Today, our freedom is at hand. The enemy(which in this case are our end-of-year-exams), have been defeated. All over, celebrations and voices resound with the joys of victory. We have won, despite all odds against a formidable foe. Our preperations(studying) have not been in vain. The battlefield(which is the SMI school grounds) shall tommorow know the true meaning of being hit by a barrage of nuclear weapons(which consists of screaming teenagers).

It's time to tear our school down...
-Mark-

Black Holes and Revelations

Runescape: A very boring game which I unfortunately am addicted to, as I burn away countless hours performing the most menial tasks like killing low-level monsters and going on quests that demand much time and effort but with (very) low returns, I have come to realize that I will never get those hours back again...

However, the game does have it's good sides
For example:

-Yesterday, I got my first 'cyber girlfriend', who's this 16 year old American chic from New York. As far as I can see...her avatar looks cute (don't ask)

-And for some strange reason, leveling up in this game provides a certain amount of satisfaction, which is a reminder of how my life is being flushed down the toilet in terms of social standing

-Then again...I could be doing much more boring things, like beating my high own score on Pinball (2,439,750) or playing solitare on the computer

-In retrospect, maybe this (amazingly) boring game isn't so bad after all. I count my blessings

-Mark-

Mostly Japanese Techno

W.O.W

If you look at the date of my previous post and the one before it, you'll see an 8 month difference between them

Did I really neglect this blog that much??
Anyway, I wanted to make a new blog but It'll take too much effort to get people to start reading it,

so I decided to take the old blog and transform it

(BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION)
-Mark-

Drawing circles in the air

So far, the holidays have been pretty uneventful. I've already taken 6 out of 15 papers of my End-of-year exams before the holidays started. Problem is, I have a suspicion that I didn't do too well in some of those papers.

So my holidays are spent studying in the mornings and sleeping in the afternoons. Stuff like Friendster and this Blog are usually conducted during the evenings before dinner.

Apart from that,
-My aunt came from KL with her demonic 4-year old kid
-I managed to make the girl of my dreams angry at me
-I've discovered that I have no skill in drawing anime
-I've started playing Runescape again
-and I have no social life apart from Youth Fellowship

Drawing circles in the air
-Mark-

Visiting Houses

Today, went to several peoples houses with my cellgroup.
Was actually quite fun...

-Went to Sandra's house, where we ate cookies and played with her baby brother (her house has a CCTV...freaky huh?)

-Wen Jun's house, where we all talked, I saw a real cute hamster running on a wheel, also saw Wen Jun's countless medals for Bowling

-Judith's place, we ate lunch, met a girl I've seen before at a movie(Mary-Anne) , had to play the piano in front of the parents to get my angpau and beat 3 girls at Tekken!

-Andrea's (guy) house...watched a movie about 2 ninjas and ate some more

-At Caleb's, I ate this kind of milo-flavoured chocolate(loved it), Wen Jun forced me to teach her "From the Inside Out" on the piano. Also played GTA: San Andreas on Caleb's laptop

Update Year 2020

It's been a while since I updated my blog...hope I haven't lost my readers

Anyway,
-I didn't get a date for Valentine..
-asked 4 girls, all of which rejected
-got two cookies wrapped in scented cloth (from a Form 6 girl)

-Met my ex's new Form 4 boyfriend...who turned out to be a nice guy
-Pissed off my parents for countless reasons
-Participated in a chess tournament (2 points out of 5)
-Got a new monitor for my PC
-Going to die soon...as I haven't studied for my next exam
-Failed in the Audition for Backup singer at my church
-PS2 is spoiled

List of Songs I can play on the piano

Linkin Park - What I've Done
Avril Lavigne - When You're gone
Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder
Coldplay - Scientist
Coldplay - Trouble
Coldplay - Talk
Simple Plan - Untitled
Simple Plan - Welcome to my life
Five for Fighting - Superman
Planet Shakers - Unashamed
Planet Shakers - Pick It up
Planet Shakers - All Majesty
Hillsong United - From the inside out
Hillsong United - Came to my Rescue
Hinder - Lips of an Angel
Greenday - Boulavard of Broken Dreams
Final Fantasy VII - Aerith's Theme
Final Fantasy X - To Zanarkand
Final Fantasy X - Suteki Da Ne
Final Fantasy X-2 - Eternity
Final Fantasy X-2 - 1000 Words
Kingdom Hearts II - Dearly Beloved
Kingdom Hearts II - Hikari
Kingdom Hearts II - Roxas's Theme
Kingdom Hearts II - Khairi's Theme
Kingdom Hearts II - Another Side, Another Story
Trinity Blood - Broken Wings
Shakugan no Shana - Hishoku no Sora
YUI - Rolling Star
Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
Muse - Starlight
All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
All-American Rejects - Move along
Silent Hill 2(Craig Armstrong) - Laura's Theme
Silent Hill 2 - Promise(reprise)
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Californiacation
Good Charlotte - I just wanna live
UVERworld - D-TechnoLife

Undying Love

Valentine's Day is coming (on Febuary the 14th)
Can't hurt to prepare early...
So if I added you on Friendster and if you're a girl (obviously)
send me a VALENTINE TESTIMONIAL, Confess your undying love for me...I know you want to

(MY VALENTINE THEME FOR THE YEAR 2007)



Oh yeah...Candy, Flowers or Chocolate?

At last...some HAPPY news

Last week at Youth Fellowship, after praise & worship and Cell Group, my CG suprised me with a Birthday cake.

It said "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK & JUDITH"
(Judith's Birthday is on the 5th of Febuary)

It was kinda cool...at least someone remembered
Thanks guys (esp. Andrea Choong)

Battle Of Troy

Last week, no less then 57 Trojan virusses attack my computer
I couln't go online for about 1-2 weeks
Needless to say...I'm rather pissed

I haven't updated my blog in dunno how long already
Damn...

L.I.F.E

You gotta reformat your life,
but some stuff...
you just can't throw into the recycle bin
-geek-

I know you people think I'm pathetic,
but WTF...
my life's screwed up already as it is

Anyway,
She claims that she's not angry and that She is completely over me,
but the way She says it, (over email...don't ask) sounds like She still hates my guts,
She does have a good reason though...just that it's really sad it had to come to this:
FRIENDS - BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND - ENEMIES

I think she blocked me on MSN too...

And life overall sucks...having trouble with homework and stuff, PS2 died, com kena 57 virusses and I spend every waking hour thinking about...Her

I think this is my first serious post in this blog,
Hope this doesn't become a habit or anything,
just have to say this

-Mark-

Prayer Request

Next Sunday,
I got an audition for back-up singers for my Church Worship Team.
One small problem...I CAN'T SING
So please pray I don't embarrass myself...not again!

That's all...just another information update

-Mark-

18 January...now do I look taller?

18 January, my birthday
Which makes me 14 years old.

A kinda boring day though, got loads of testimonials on Friendster and a lot of greetings at school but no cake, no party, no presents(unless you count a sweet and a piece of chocolate)

If you read one of my posts below...I'm already suffering from Mid-Life Crisis so being a year older is not a good thing.

Anyway what the heck, I'm older then most Form 2 boys at school :D

Verdict: Happy Birthday to me

Humiliation of the highest sense

Ah today (Friday 12 January)

I fell onstage trying to do a turning kick in front of 200 Form 1 kids.
It was a Taek Kwon Do Induction to persuade the Form 1 students to join the club, and they were calling for volounteers...

I didn't volounteer, I was more like...Forced. I volounteered for only the front kick and punch cause those are basic stuff...but a turning kick??? Being the klutz that I am with some serious lack of balance...you'll know-lah

Anyway, I took of my shoes, and forgot to take off my socks. Kicked as hard as I could, my leg went right through the newspaper, I did a 360 degree turn...and fell.

At least I fell with a bit of style...sort of

Of course, everybody laughed like crazy...especially Ahmad (Bastard) Faris
And I wasn't hurt, only my pride lasted permanent damage.

Verdict: I should have kept my big mouth shut

Blown into the next Century

( currently listening to some seriously heavy metal )

What a day at school!!!
Yes, school, cause I'm just a kid and can't do whatever I like on a Thursday afternoon,

Anyway...today, and old, blind, indian woman came to school selling chocolate (cheap chocolate wafers with zero taste) for the Blind Peoples Association in Brickfields.

Me and Noel Anthony Mano were called by the headmaster and we had to bring the woman to every class in Form 1 and Form 2 (19 classes in all) and since she's blind...we had to help her everywhere. She was latched on to my arm most of the time while I led her around the school.

While she got students to donate, I tried to get teachers to pitch in and help too. Puan Nor Aini donated RM10. Thank you Puan Nor Aini...though I sincerely hope you're not reading this.

Anyway, the St. Michael Form 1 boys were most generous, almost everyone donated generously. SMI ROCKS!!!!!!!

Almost no one touched the chocolate though, and that womens sense of hearing is...creepy
She can hear what Noel and I are whispering about over all the noise.

Long, long, long story cut short...
In the end, we had to find her a cab or a person willing to take her to the public bank.
A nice woman agreed to take her (I had to ask)

She wasn't too bad actually...apart from her forcing me to slam into spiked walls and rusted iron pillars.

After me and Noel sent her off, I was left with a rather satisfying feeling...something I've never felt before and would kill never to feel again.

There was also a Millitary Band induction for Form 1 students.
But that's another long, long, long story

Peace Out!!!!

Verdict: Weird ( Philemon objected about the last verdict...some crap about a copyright )

Mid-life Crisis...at age Fourteen (random madness)

OMG OMG OMG!!

I'm Form 2 this year,

Next year is PMR year!!!!!

Then Form 4 to rest,

Then SPM!!!!!

STPM!!!!!!!!!!

After that, I have to find a university,

and GRADUATE

Then...I have to WORK

And find a girlfriend

Get Married

Raise a family (1 son 1 daughter)

See my grand-children

And DIE (cremated please)

LIFE IS WAY TOO SHORT!!!!!!
IT'S NOT FAIR


Verdict: I'm gonna die soon

Bite Me...better yet...Shoot Me

First(and second) Day of School

School's not too bad actually,
Prefect duty sucks though...total anarchy in the prefect ranks. Without an EXCO some of us don't even bother doing they're jobs anymore. And using the excuse 'Prefect Duty' this idiot skipped class the entire day...and was nowhere to be found when there was work to do. Like I said Total Anarchy. Not only do we not know what we're doing...several idiots give us orders pretending to know what they are doing when actually they don't. A classic example of the blind, deaf and retarded leading the blind.

Oh yeah
we got new class names (applies to Form 2 also)
So...
1A1 is 1 Wisdom
1A2 is 1 Prudence
1A3 is 1 Patience
1A4 is ???
1A5 is ???
1A6 is ???
1A7 is ???
1A8 is ???
1A9 is 1 Courage
1A10 is 1 Compassion

I would ask a Form 1 Student "which class are you in?" and he would reply "Oh, I'm in 1 Honour" and I would go "Okaaay...so which class are you in???"

Even our Form 1 moderator Puan Lee cant remember their names and in what order they're supposed to be.

We prefects sure as hell cant remember either...


Putting that aside...my class teachers are ok, my friends haven't changed too much and I get to meet my old class mates from my Primary School

Verdict: I will survive