Nobody's there

Not ready to forgive you,
trying to forget you,
afraid to want you,
terrified that I need you...

-Mark-

I know

My last post is a bit messy because of some bloody formatting issues.
I'm not sure what happened.
But you'll still be able to understand it by reading slowly

-Mark-

We're just riding shotgun

I love my teachers...

LOL

But seriously, they are a constant source of entertainment and amusement in my otherwise kinda boring school

For example:

-An Indian Discipline Master during a speech


So I scolded a Chinese boy...and you know what he said?
He said: Sir, you are racist
How can I be racist?? I only whack Indian fellers lah

I guess he doesn't know that you can be racist towards your own kind as well. Strange but true.

Another example:

-Another Discipline Master during class


DM: Class, I want all of you to buy a pink manila card folder for your next lesson

Student: Sir, can you buy for us?

DM: You CRAZY ah? You think I do things like this ah??? Oooohhh....I know what you all are planning. You want to call ACA and tell them that I'm charging you all 5 sen extra RIGHT??!! YOU CANNOT CHEAT ME!!!!


Paranoid feller right...?


And, sometimes...the students can be pretty funny as well.


Here comes the example:

-In Chemistry class


Teacher: HEY. You cannot drink in my class

Me: I'm not drinking...I'm determining the molar mass for H2O


There is always a right answer for every question

and a second example:

-During Sivik & Kewarganegaraan class


Teacher: Why aren't you doing your work?

Student: I've done it before at my Sivik tuition...


Sivik tuition?? What the hell is that??

-Mark-

MSSM 2009

It's been a crazy week

Just came back from MSSM in Klang.
Got 10th placing for Under-18 boys.

So I came home with a medal, a winners certificate and a thank you from the glorious state of Perak

The hostel was terrible

-The bathrooms had no water...and no doors.
-There was an obscene picture drawn on my mattress...along with several dead insects.
-Mosquitoes almost wiped out half the Perak team
-those who survived were nearly poisoned by the food

But on the whole, I still had a good time. The state team and the tournament was fairly well organized. And I made plenty of friends from other states (all boys)

The Perak team did kinda well compared to previous years.

-Mark-

Within or without

Sometimes it would be simpler,

to wear a mask in White or Black,

It's really that much easier,

than facing my fears, or watching my back

__________

Emotions used to come in many colours,

but now they come in grey,

to drown my sorrows in the music,

or dance the night away?

__________

Nothing I ever did made a diference,

seems to be nothing I can say,

best to know when I've finally lost her,

and live with that everyday

__________

-Mark-

Back here Baby

Baby set me free
From this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you ran away

Nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am, so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

[Chorus]

Until you're back here, baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Until you're back here, baby, yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies
Even made you cry
Baby, I was so wrong
Girl, I promise you

Now my love is true
This where my heart belongs
'Cos here I am, so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

[Chorus]

And I wonder
Are you thinking of me
`Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life
`Cos here I am, so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

[Chorus]

He talks...he walks

I am back...
after 5 stressful days of the State Reselection Competition

Anyway,
I'm still the champion with 12 and a half points, ahead of the rest by a clear 2 points.
Looking good so far....

I still have to take my exams...sometime...soon

And I'll need to go for Centralized Training this coming Wednesday.
Then I'm off to Klang for the MSSM

wish me luck

-Mark-

Uhuh...

I've been staring at my fingers all day
(I still don't get it)

-Mark-

100 Truths for 100 Lies

Tagged by Kay Lynn (Don't let it happen again)

001. Real name → Mark Siew Kit-Tze
002. Nickname(s)→ Linkin Mark, Char Siew, Markerpen and EMO
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Q-dees
007. Middle School → Methodist Primary School, La Salle
008. High School --> SMI
009. College School --> My future is unclear
010. Hair color → I think it's...Black
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Not really
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drinking is fun
017. Do you have a crush on someone? --> A few people (all girls...please)
018. Eat or Drink → stupid question...
019. Piercings → None
020. Tattoos → Only the ones you get from bubblegum wrappers which you stick on your arm

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → I pierced someone with my bokken before. Non-fatal injury
024. First best friend → Foo Yung Zen (from when I was in KL)
025. First award → I forgot...I have too many
026. First crush → First one whose name I remember was Judith (long ago)
027. First pet → Surprisingly... it was a dog.
028. First big vacation → Phuket, when I was Standard 2
030. First big birthday→ I forgot. Don't celebrate it anymore

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → Nothing right now
050. Drinking → I don't drink near my laptop...too risky
052. I'm about to → Answer the last 40 to 50 questions
053. Listening to → The sounds of my keyboard when I tap the keys
054. Plans for today → Go back to sleep to forget the pain of living
055. Waiting for → Divine intervention

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → A boy and a girl
059. Want to get married? → Yeah
060. Careers in mind → Maybe a lawyer...

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes (the window of the soul)
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller actually...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms? Doesn't bother me anyway
074. Sensitive or loud→ Loud (like me)
075. Hook-up or relationship → Both
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker (if I had to choose)

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → I don't need them
081. Ran away from home → Once...I should have stayed away
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → A knife, in the bus. Almost stabbed out my own eyes
083. Killed somebody → Only Insects and vegetation
084. Broken someone's heart → Probably. And I'll regret it for a very long time
085. Been arrested → Not yet
087. Cried when someone died → Yeah...even at the movies

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → Only thing I CAN believe in
090. Miracles → I hope, but I do not believe...
091. Love at first sight → Not anymore...
092. Heaven → Not really
093. Santa Claus → He's a Perv who molests reindeer and elves in the North Pole
094 Tooth Fairy --> She doesn't pay me enough to believe in her
095. Kiss on the first date --> Doesn't bother me either way

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yeah...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not even close
099. Do you believe in God? → Someones gotta be responsible for this mess
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → No...

-Mark-

CG 5 - We rock (and I look gay in this picture)

Monochrome to Colour

I'm back!!!

With a SHINING Gold Medal from MSSPK(chess)

Honest to God, I'm too freakin tired to blog about the details right now. So, I'm planning to blog about it sometime later, change my mind, and not blog about it at all.

Also, I haven't been to school in 3 days...

I'mGonnaDrownInHomework!!!!!

-Mark-

Don't get White, get Even...

Something really funny happened at school today.
There's some bad news too I'm afraid.

Bad news first:

It seems that I'm not even qualified to GO FOR the Prefect Interview because some delightful teacher put pressure on the Prefectorial Board to get me kicked out.
(as far as I know...I could be wrong here)

Anyway, let's forget that and move on to the story:

Once upon a time...

It was during recess. I had been lining up at the nasi lemak stall for the past 5 bloody minutes, starving hungry.
You should know by now that I'm a good boy and I don't jump the queue
(The 4 prefects standing around me had nothing to do with it. NOTHING).

Anyhow, it's been 5 minutes...felt like 50 and I'm only halfway up the queue.

Then this sonuvabitch (sorry James...you're alright) who's like, half British or something just walks over to the beginning of the line and starts ordering food. The prefects must have been blinded by his bright, white skin.

Until I started shouting...

Mark: CELAKA!!! Kenapa orang putih boleh potong queue ??? Saya membantah dengan SEKERAS-KERASNYA. Sejak BN menjadi kerajaan, semua orang menjadi corrupt ke?

...and I continue in this fashion for a good 30 seconds. Suddenly, much to my surprise...

Makcik Nasi Lemak: NAH! Ambil ini!!!

(thrusts a plate of Nasi Ayam into my hands, takes my $$$ and walks away)

I start laughing. Everyone starts laughing. I feel I've achieved something in the war against corruption. I walk away victorious.

Later, I go back to apologize to the makcik just in case she's seriously pissed off. She makes damn good nasi lemak. I can't afford to have her angry at me.

Mark: Wahai...minta maaf tentang tadi ya?

Makcik Nasi Lemak: Hah? Kenapa?

Mark: Tadi saya mengamuk seperti bangau...

Makcik Nasi Lemak: (Laughs) Takpe lah


See? No harm done
-Mark-

Public Service Announcement

The post below is not intended for any purpose or to anyone.
I'm just experimenting on ways to emote dramatic effect.

Harap Maklum
-Mark-

Valentines of the Broken-Hearted

I want...

_____I need...

______I wait...

_______I feed...

on empty promises and broken dreams,
of lonely tomorrow's and shredded seams,

To remain? Or forget?
To be maimed? Or regret?

Such thoughts reside in the minds of the unloved,
consuming everything, from the inside out

Wait no longer, want nothing, need no one, and feed on everything

and you'll never be disappointed again...

Just hollow inside
-Mark-

God Mode...almost

Champion for MSSD and MSSD Selection again (both together and separately). Won 13 out of 14 games, lost 1 that I really shouldn't have. But who's perfect right?

Anyway, I'm trying to purchase a pair of SMC (Main Convent) school socks and sell it to all the lifeless, desperate, lonely guys at my school for an astronomical profit (they come in numbers greater than you think).

You can start placing your bids on my Cbox. This sale will be conducted through an auction, with the pair of socks going to the highest bidder.

I also considered getting the hottest girls of SMC to wear the socks first before I repackaged them, but I decided against it. However, if that sort of thing turns you on (and only if you're planning to actually buy them)...it can be arranged.

-Mark-

Cause that's how I Roll...

Everything has been going downhill since CNY...

More expenses, less income.
Not doing anything for Valentine.
Still got a bloody basket full of mandarin oranges left uneaten.
And my bamboo plant DIED

>.<''

On the top side,
my personal life is not in chaos anymore.
It's still dying a slow, painfully prolonged death...but even that is a significant improvement over the alternative, which bordered close to suicide

I'm going to Youth today. I haven't gone in ages.
I've been derelict in my duties to the Lord. Forgive me

Btw, Judith's birthday was on the 5th (I think)...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDITH!!!

*Cough*
-Mark-

Harry Potter and The Secret Post

There has been a political post on this blog that has just been removed by me for security reasons (Pakatan Rakyat no longer controls the state of Perak)

If you still wish to view this post, email me or spam my Cbox and I'll try to send it to you.

These are dangerous times we live in
-Mark-

Blood Red Agatha

If Love can set you free,
then truly I am a prisoner condemned to death...

Trapped within walls of my own creation,
surrounded by guards created by my mind,
I cannot escape

But even if I could, would I take it?
Like an animal born bred in captivity,
cursed to spent an entire lifetime,
ignorant of the meaning of freedom

Than to live such a life,
it would be much better to die,

At least you wouldn't have to suffer so much...
-Mark-

Going crazy

It would be so much easier...
If I didn't care

IjustwanttobreakdownandcrybutIcant,
I can't even do that...

Damn this, damn everything...
And it's not even your fault

-Mark-

The Human Condition

I got Tagged twice today. Ain't that exciting?! *giggles*

Mark: Get a life, you freak

Anyway, I normally wouldn't waste time and effort on something like this.
But I just happen to actually like the people who tagged me...and there's the matter of blogging ethics that ties me to answering this

*sigh*

Let's begin with Jenny's 1st

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

1.) Cute

2.) Very passionate about God

3.) Cares for her family alot (which is also cute)

4.) Determined

5.) Always smiling (like I said...cute)

6.) Good to her friends

7.) Probably would make a good girlfriend to some lucky guy one day

8.) Strong-willed

9.) Intelligent (exam results IS NOT an indication)

10.) Sports maniac?! I didn't know that...

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

Mark

1.) Cute...?

2.) Crazy, emo, katana swinging kid

3.) Vastly superior intellect

4.) Tries to be cool (with a 50% success rate)

5.) Beyond Godlike - Somebody stop him!!!

6.) Easily bored

7.) ...unless he finds something (or someone) that/who interests him

8.) Plays chess (I'm so sick of mentioning that)

9.) Self-taught pianist

10.) A total pro at getting girls...not so good at keeping them

Here's the twist, if I tagged you, and when you must write something about me, you can only take 5 or less from the above. the other 5 or more will have to be from you.

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

No...the curse ends here

*Tag Ends*


Finally...
now for Wei Soon's Tag

Once you've been tagged, you have to
write a post with 16 random things, habits
or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged.
Listing their names and the reason u choose them :)

1.) Omg...not again (16 this time?!)

2.) I have 2 ex girlfriends

3.) who don't like me anymore

4.) Contrary to popular belief, I only like 1 girl (1st February 2009)

5.) she doesn't like me either

6.) I used to bite my nails when I was younger

7.) until they started biting back

9.) I am easily angered

10.) but I calm down pretty easily as well

11.) I could do with some new clothes

12.) and a couple of new girlfriends

13.) I just wanna be loved

14.) but not by YOU (stupid)

15.) I am so glad this is almost finished

16.) FINISHED!!!

I TAG:

No one...

*Tag Ends*


I'm dying to go to sleep now.
School starts tomorrow.
May God have mercy on your souls.
-Mark-