100 Truths for 100 Lies

Tagged by Kay Lynn (Don't let it happen again)

001. Real name → Mark Siew Kit-Tze
002. Nickname(s)→ Linkin Mark, Char Siew, Markerpen and EMO
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Q-dees
007. Middle School → Methodist Primary School, La Salle
008. High School --> SMI
009. College School --> My future is unclear
010. Hair color → I think it's...Black
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Not really
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drinking is fun
017. Do you have a crush on someone? --> A few people (all girls...please)
018. Eat or Drink → stupid question...
019. Piercings → None
020. Tattoos → Only the ones you get from bubblegum wrappers which you stick on your arm

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → I pierced someone with my bokken before. Non-fatal injury
024. First best friend → Foo Yung Zen (from when I was in KL)
025. First award → I forgot...I have too many
026. First crush → First one whose name I remember was Judith (long ago)
027. First pet → Surprisingly... it was a dog.
028. First big vacation → Phuket, when I was Standard 2
030. First big birthday→ I forgot. Don't celebrate it anymore

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → Nothing right now
050. Drinking → I don't drink near my laptop...too risky
052. I'm about to → Answer the last 40 to 50 questions
053. Listening to → The sounds of my keyboard when I tap the keys
054. Plans for today → Go back to sleep to forget the pain of living
055. Waiting for → Divine intervention

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → A boy and a girl
059. Want to get married? → Yeah
060. Careers in mind → Maybe a lawyer...

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes (the window of the soul)
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller actually...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms? Doesn't bother me anyway
074. Sensitive or loud→ Loud (like me)
075. Hook-up or relationship → Both
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker (if I had to choose)

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → I don't need them
081. Ran away from home → Once...I should have stayed away
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → A knife, in the bus. Almost stabbed out my own eyes
083. Killed somebody → Only Insects and vegetation
084. Broken someone's heart → Probably. And I'll regret it for a very long time
085. Been arrested → Not yet
087. Cried when someone died → Yeah...even at the movies

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → Only thing I CAN believe in
090. Miracles → I hope, but I do not believe...
091. Love at first sight → Not anymore...
092. Heaven → Not really
093. Santa Claus → He's a Perv who molests reindeer and elves in the North Pole
094 Tooth Fairy --> She doesn't pay me enough to believe in her
095. Kiss on the first date --> Doesn't bother me either way

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yeah...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not even close
099. Do you believe in God? → Someones gotta be responsible for this mess
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → No...

-Mark-

CG 5 - We rock (and I look gay in this picture)

Monochrome to Colour

I'm back!!!

With a SHINING Gold Medal from MSSPK(chess)

Honest to God, I'm too freakin tired to blog about the details right now. So, I'm planning to blog about it sometime later, change my mind, and not blog about it at all.

Also, I haven't been to school in 3 days...

I'mGonnaDrownInHomework!!!!!

-Mark-

Don't get White, get Even...

Something really funny happened at school today.
There's some bad news too I'm afraid.

Bad news first:

It seems that I'm not even qualified to GO FOR the Prefect Interview because some delightful teacher put pressure on the Prefectorial Board to get me kicked out.
(as far as I know...I could be wrong here)

Anyway, let's forget that and move on to the story:

Once upon a time...

It was during recess. I had been lining up at the nasi lemak stall for the past 5 bloody minutes, starving hungry.
You should know by now that I'm a good boy and I don't jump the queue
(The 4 prefects standing around me had nothing to do with it. NOTHING).

Anyhow, it's been 5 minutes...felt like 50 and I'm only halfway up the queue.

Then this sonuvabitch (sorry James...you're alright) who's like, half British or something just walks over to the beginning of the line and starts ordering food. The prefects must have been blinded by his bright, white skin.

Until I started shouting...

Mark: CELAKA!!! Kenapa orang putih boleh potong queue ??? Saya membantah dengan SEKERAS-KERASNYA. Sejak BN menjadi kerajaan, semua orang menjadi corrupt ke?

...and I continue in this fashion for a good 30 seconds. Suddenly, much to my surprise...

Makcik Nasi Lemak: NAH! Ambil ini!!!

(thrusts a plate of Nasi Ayam into my hands, takes my $$$ and walks away)

I start laughing. Everyone starts laughing. I feel I've achieved something in the war against corruption. I walk away victorious.

Later, I go back to apologize to the makcik just in case she's seriously pissed off. She makes damn good nasi lemak. I can't afford to have her angry at me.

Mark: Wahai...minta maaf tentang tadi ya?

Makcik Nasi Lemak: Hah? Kenapa?

Mark: Tadi saya mengamuk seperti bangau...

Makcik Nasi Lemak: (Laughs) Takpe lah


See? No harm done
-Mark-

Public Service Announcement

The post below is not intended for any purpose or to anyone.
I'm just experimenting on ways to emote dramatic effect.

Harap Maklum
-Mark-

Valentines of the Broken-Hearted

I want...

_____I need...

______I wait...

_______I feed...

on empty promises and broken dreams,
of lonely tomorrow's and shredded seams,

To remain? Or forget?
To be maimed? Or regret?

Such thoughts reside in the minds of the unloved,
consuming everything, from the inside out

Wait no longer, want nothing, need no one, and feed on everything

and you'll never be disappointed again...

Just hollow inside
-Mark-

God Mode...almost

Champion for MSSD and MSSD Selection again (both together and separately). Won 13 out of 14 games, lost 1 that I really shouldn't have. But who's perfect right?

Anyway, I'm trying to purchase a pair of SMC (Main Convent) school socks and sell it to all the lifeless, desperate, lonely guys at my school for an astronomical profit (they come in numbers greater than you think).

You can start placing your bids on my Cbox. This sale will be conducted through an auction, with the pair of socks going to the highest bidder.

I also considered getting the hottest girls of SMC to wear the socks first before I repackaged them, but I decided against it. However, if that sort of thing turns you on (and only if you're planning to actually buy them)...it can be arranged.

-Mark-

Cause that's how I Roll...

Everything has been going downhill since CNY...

More expenses, less income.
Not doing anything for Valentine.
Still got a bloody basket full of mandarin oranges left uneaten.
And my bamboo plant DIED

>.<''

On the top side,
my personal life is not in chaos anymore.
It's still dying a slow, painfully prolonged death...but even that is a significant improvement over the alternative, which bordered close to suicide

I'm going to Youth today. I haven't gone in ages.
I've been derelict in my duties to the Lord. Forgive me

Btw, Judith's birthday was on the 5th (I think)...so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDITH!!!

*Cough*
-Mark-

Harry Potter and The Secret Post

There has been a political post on this blog that has just been removed by me for security reasons (Pakatan Rakyat no longer controls the state of Perak)

If you still wish to view this post, email me or spam my Cbox and I'll try to send it to you.

These are dangerous times we live in
-Mark-

Blood Red Agatha

If Love can set you free,
then truly I am a prisoner condemned to death...

Trapped within walls of my own creation,
surrounded by guards created by my mind,
I cannot escape

But even if I could, would I take it?
Like an animal born bred in captivity,
cursed to spent an entire lifetime,
ignorant of the meaning of freedom

Than to live such a life,
it would be much better to die,

At least you wouldn't have to suffer so much...
-Mark-

Going crazy

It would be so much easier...
If I didn't care

IjustwanttobreakdownandcrybutIcant,
I can't even do that...

Damn this, damn everything...
And it's not even your fault

-Mark-

The Human Condition

I got Tagged twice today. Ain't that exciting?! *giggles*

Mark: Get a life, you freak

Anyway, I normally wouldn't waste time and effort on something like this.
But I just happen to actually like the people who tagged me...and there's the matter of blogging ethics that ties me to answering this

*sigh*

Let's begin with Jenny's 1st

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

1.) Cute

2.) Very passionate about God

3.) Cares for her family alot (which is also cute)

4.) Determined

5.) Always smiling (like I said...cute)

6.) Good to her friends

7.) Probably would make a good girlfriend to some lucky guy one day

8.) Strong-willed

9.) Intelligent (exam results IS NOT an indication)

10.) Sports maniac?! I didn't know that...

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

Mark

1.) Cute...?

2.) Crazy, emo, katana swinging kid

3.) Vastly superior intellect

4.) Tries to be cool (with a 50% success rate)

5.) Beyond Godlike - Somebody stop him!!!

6.) Easily bored

7.) ...unless he finds something (or someone) that/who interests him

8.) Plays chess (I'm so sick of mentioning that)

9.) Self-taught pianist

10.) A total pro at getting girls...not so good at keeping them

Here's the twist, if I tagged you, and when you must write something about me, you can only take 5 or less from the above. the other 5 or more will have to be from you.

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

No...the curse ends here

*Tag Ends*


Finally...
now for Wei Soon's Tag

Once you've been tagged, you have to
write a post with 16 random things, habits
or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged.
Listing their names and the reason u choose them :)

1.) Omg...not again (16 this time?!)

2.) I have 2 ex girlfriends

3.) who don't like me anymore

4.) Contrary to popular belief, I only like 1 girl (1st February 2009)

5.) she doesn't like me either

6.) I used to bite my nails when I was younger

7.) until they started biting back

9.) I am easily angered

10.) but I calm down pretty easily as well

11.) I could do with some new clothes

12.) and a couple of new girlfriends

13.) I just wanna be loved

14.) but not by YOU (stupid)

15.) I am so glad this is almost finished

16.) FINISHED!!!

I TAG:

No one...

*Tag Ends*


I'm dying to go to sleep now.
School starts tomorrow.
May God have mercy on your souls.
-Mark-

Epitome of human Stupidity

Some moron tried to impersonate me by typing the words:

'I still love you'

on Sonia's Cbox under MY name.

What an idiot...she didn't even fall for it.
But he has my sincere thanks, cause Sonia messaged me that night for the first time in years.

At least she knew it wasn't me, which is a good thing.
I should have treated her better...

And around 12:10 in the morning, Joel Lee called me (no one calls me anymore) to inform me of this unfortunate(or fortunate?) incident which I was already well aware of

All I can say is, that moron/idiot has good taste

-Mark-

Rappin' with da Lycans this CNY

Went 'house visiting' with my CG members today.

Reached church at about 10:30 am. Due to Malaysian timing (which is always 10-20 minutes late), it took us about half an hour to get everyone together.

First stop: Sandra's house!

Carl and I were making (rather lame) jokes about Sandra's place, cause there is this big, kinda obvious CCTV aimed at the gate and spikes on the walls. Carl kept screaming "LOOK OUT FOR THE LANDMINES, LOOK OUT FOR THE LANDMINES!!!"

Once inside (no casualties due to exploding landmines were reported), we settled down to eat and drink. Sandra's infant brother kept bringing out snacks and stuff for us. I like that kid already.

Also, we played some card games and waited for our old CG leader to arrive (Andrea, who recently underwent surgery on his foot). There, we learned that Wen June couldn't come because her cousin got pregnant (uhuh...)

Received my Ang Pau with deep gratitude and humility.

Next stop: Fish's house!
I'm still not sure how he got the name 'Fish'. His real name is Foo Yi Wern.

We went to the TV room to play Mahjong. Fish kept telling us on the way that he wanted to play Mahjong with us and win all our money. But once we got there, he disappeared to take a shower and didn't return until we were ready to leave.

It's a small world we live in.
Turns out that Fiona stays not too far from Fish's place. After 'persuading' Sandra to come with me, we took a short walk to her house. She didn't look too thrilled to see me though.
I went with Sandra, Daniel (naturally) and Fish, who wanted another Ang Pau.

Fiona's house is guarded by these huge Lycan/Werewolf/Anubis/Sirius Black/DOGS who looked perfectly capable of taking my head off if they felt inclined to. Sandra wouldn't go near them...and Fiona wouldn't open the gate, so we walked back to Fish's car to our next destination.

Elaine's house!

Which I have never been in before. Only stayed there for a little while. Invaded her room, with Fish treating Elaine as his personal servant girl. Met her parents, and walked 12 houses away to:

Judith's house!

Where we ate lunch and hung out for the rest of the afternoon. The food (as usual) was good. We dared each other to taste Judith's grandmother's sambal. As it turned out, lunch was a dramatic affair, which ended with people crying...because of the sambal.

We also played this board game called 'Settlers of Catan' which was pretty cool, but I was more interested in her PS2. Played Tekken 5 with all the guys - Won 11 Lost 1 - which is not bad considering I haven't played Tekkan in more than a year.

And of course, as is tradition: we have to kneel before her parents to receive our Ang Pau. And they can request any type of performance they want from us.

There's gotta be an easier way to earn $$$...

I had to say Happy Chinese New Year in an Indian accent. I managed to pull it off convincingly (thank you Russell Peters). Others had to say it in different Chinese dialects. the rest had to greet her parents by RAPPING. Really hilarious...we recorded the moment using handphones and cameras. I hope Sandra sends the videos to me (and the pictures too)

After that, the others decided to go to a Cyber Cafe.
Elaine got excited about playing DotA...
I called it quits: Fish sent me home

-Mark-

Anime with Demons

Currently,
I'm now reading a manga series by the title: Claymore
It's pretty good, I've been reading it this whole week.

Other decent manga (in my opinion) apart from the usual Bleach or Naruto are:
-Highschool of the Dead(not as bad as it sounds)
-Kingdom Hearts
-Basilisk
-Alive: The final evolution
-Parasyte

All available(free, btw) from: http://www.onemanga.com/

-Mark-

Red is the new Black

I'm crazy about her,
even though I know I'm not supposed to be...

What can I do?
When I see her in every sunset, and in every colour of everything beautiful and I can't help but think:

"I wish she was here with me"

On the opposite side, when things goes seriously, horribly wrong. When it all crashes before my eyes, I'm never worried

because I know she can make it better again

But, it's all too good to be true.
Because everytime I call her name, I realize...

She is everything I ever wanted and will never have

-Mark-

Haru haru (Day after day) - Big Bang

A really great song. You'll need to see the video to fully appreciate it. You might wanna turn my playlist off first.

This is for everyone who has had their heart broken in half. Enjoy

-Mark-

Spoils of war...

To Vivian Cheah: I just bought a pair of skinny jeans today

Had Pizza Hut at Tesco today. There's hardly anyone there, so the food comes pretty fast. Cozy, quaint little restaurant. Perfect for a Valentine's Day date.

Anyway, bought a new watch for RM15.90
Looks okay considering the price. Has the word 'Fuka' displayed as it's brand name (which was why I purchased it in the first place - profanity sells)

Also, committed my first criminal offence a few minutes ago - Shoplifting.
Stole a small bamboo shoot which had already fallen off one of those 'Lucky Bamboo' thingys for CNY. I'm now keeping it at home. I call it 'Bambi'.

Speaking of CNY, I have now accumulated RM950 and counting. Looks like a prosperous year ahead.

The rich get richer
-Mark-

Ladies and Gentlemen

tuan-tuan dan puan-puan

as you can see on your right, there is now a Cbox on my blog.

seperti yang anda boleh lihat, sekarang terdapat Cbox pada blog saya

Please feel free to compliment me every once in a while. If you have any constructive criticism that may help me in some way, you are invited to keep it to yourself

Jangan teragak-agak untuk membodek saya sekali sekala. Jikalau anda mempunyai kritik yang mungkin berguna kepada saya, tolong simpan

Thank you

Terima kasih

-Mark-

Never meant to be

This pain of longing and never having,
a torment that is never ending,
when thoughts of suicide and hanging,

start to play inside my head...

You'll never be there when I fall,
you never pick up when I call,
but still you're there, standing tall,

and I'd rather not feel anything at all...

Cause I always thought that you'll be there,
until I realized you don't care,
If this feeling isn't something we share,

I'd rather be left alone...