Insane

Have you ever had this feeling...that you shouldn't feel a certain way, but you can't help but feel it anyway? And that feeling consumes you, obliterating the senses, and you find yourself unable to recall even a single happy memory.

Well, I've been going through that recently. Long story that you really, really don't wanna hear.
But anyway, thanks to a friend, I think I'm able to move past it and go forward. But it's hard...so, so hard

"What my mind commands, my heart cannot obey"

-Mark-