Never meant to be

This pain of longing and never having,
a torment that is never ending,
when thoughts of suicide and hanging,

start to play inside my head...

You'll never be there when I fall,
you never pick up when I call,
but still you're there, standing tall,

and I'd rather not feel anything at all...

Cause I always thought that you'll be there,
until I realized you don't care,
If this feeling isn't something we share,

I'd rather be left alone...